Dear Mom;
I'm lost without you, i've fallen apart. everyday I try to pretend it didn't happen, I try to pretend you're still here.. only to realize you're NOT here with me. I can't think of you without bursting into tears, I'll never get over losing you. I wish somehow I could change what happened, I wish it was me that had to suffer instead of you, you were too kind to deserve this shit. It's not fair how much you had to suffer, Im torn apart without you..Its selfish to still want you here, because of the pain you were in, But honestly I can't help it. I miss you so much and I would suffer what you did 100 times over if I could just see you